Oh that hurt.

I will be the first to admit Mistress does not punish me very often. Some people would be happy about it, some not so much.

I used to wish she would punish more when I make a mistake, just the selfish submissive part of me. When we first started our FLR it as something that happened quite a bit. She would make me lay on the bed and she would use her riding crop, paddle or cane on me. When done I would be all proud of myself for being able to take it and kind of wish it would go longer.

What I guess I didn't realize at the time was that we were just playing, I didn't think it was play I thought it was real discipline.

Fast forward a few years and the punishments aren't nearly as often but I am extremely glad for that.

As it turned out as time went on Mistress wanted less to punish, it just isn't a fun game for her BUT when she does she now makes sure it is no game. I now fully realize and understand that if she decided to I am no match for her ass beatings. So much for the big strong man who could take it.

Last night was one of those times. It's probably been 2 months since I have had to lay face down on that bed. So when she sometimes threatens it I don't always take it seriously.

A couple of days ago she was making remarks that maybe I needed to be shown a lesson because some of the things around the house weren't cleaned when she wanted them to be. Then yesterday after work she was looking for some jeans she wanted to wear, as it turned out 3 of the pairs she was looking for were still in the wash. She didn't like that. Then when she said she would just put a pair of sweats on while I finished them the pair she wanted was dirty also. So I was on thin ice already then I being brave made a smart ass comment. Now mind you I am not disrespectful to her in any way. That just isn't me but I have always been a joker type and quick with the wit and one liner comebacks. Apparently when the clothes were dirty yesterday was not the time for jokes.

After my comment she just smiled and said, "You know what, on the bed, pants down." I asked her to reconsider and she just told me every second I delayed it would be worse.

Well it was worse. Oh that freakin hurt. When it was over. I apologized profusely and she accepted it.

She then remarked that she is going to probably need to do this more often to make sure that I am a bit better behaved.

She said it was up to me to not force her hand because she really doesn't enjoy doing that. What used to be a fun game has turned into what it was always supposed to be. A real deterrent to bad behavior from her sub.

Honestly the days of hoping for her punishment are long gone. As usual she wins. I had to work today but I can absolutely guarantee you I will be working very hard at cleaning her house as soon as I get home. She already has let me know that in addition to tonight she wants to go do some shopping tomorrow and what better time for me to spend some time getting some extra chores done for her.

I asked her if I could get up early and clean Sunday so I can watch some football. Her only response was, you can get up early but not really sure about the football. She did say since she will be watching she could let me know how the game went.