Ok, what a submissive feeling I am going thru now. Of course we all have our peaks and valley's and right now is a big time peak for me. Something about Mistress's daughter coming home from college does that. Why?
Well partly is because I know the empty nest is over for a little while and we won't be able to be as open about our relationship. Almost like you know you are going to miss it so it intensifies before it has to be shelved a bit.
But also because just knowing most of the things I do will go on but in front of her. Knowing that both of them will leave their dishes for me to clean up. The only difference will be Mistress won't say, "Clean up these dishes while I go watch TV." Instead it will be just a quiet thank you and be left to my work. I guess in some ways I can't help think her daughter knows and every subsequent time it happens I assume she understands a bit more of how Mistress and my relationship is.
I am always conflicted that one day Mistress will just say to me, "She knows about us and I expect you to obey her." Not sure how I would handle that but I am sure I would do what I am supposed to and obey her if that is what Mistress decides.
Still I think the fear of being found out adds to my submissiveness in times like these.
I guess only time will tell.
Interesting post and your reactions. How long will she be staying?
ReplyDeleteOnly for a couple of weeks. She is studying abroad this summer.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you can help your step-daughter-to-be, by offering to have her leave the dishes for you to clean, by offering to fix her a snack or be extra quick on your feet to do this or that for the two of them. You could hold the door for the both of them, or even offer to open the car door for each one in turn. You could offer to do her laundry or change her bed sheets weekly - not so much by asking but by simply saying "Sally, I'd like to change the sheets today in your room, is that OK with you? All demonstrate your care. All convey how much you love and care for her mom and all show her that men can actually live a life of serving the women they care about in quite casual, yet intentional ways. It might be a good conversation for you and Mistress S to have regarding how you can go about living as a closet - yet very much out-of-the-closet submissive while she is in your home for the few weeks she is.
ReplyDeleteI like you some of your idea I'm Hers, I will apply some of them that would be ok with Mistress. Things like dishes are already done like you have stated. Changing the sheets might take Mistress to decide. I already do her laundry so that occurs anyways as well. But I like the idea of doing a bit more.
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